Monday, 16 February 2015

Update - All Quiet On The Social Media Front

I'm always treading a fine line about what I feel comfortable and uncomfortable putting on Little Fickle. It's not just about me, it's about all of you too - I want you to feel like this is a place you look forward to coming to, I want it to be a positive place, and sometimes I struggle with being the sassy, mouthy almost-scouser you've all been so supportive of. I wasn't sure what to write on the post about taking a few days out, or whether I should write one at all - but I promised I'd try to talk about my depression, so I'm going with honesty.

This week has been difficult. My friends from school all seem to be finding their paths and it's hard not to feel like I'm being left behind - with no idea at all about what path to take. This, and high levels of insecurity regarding my body and arguments with people around me reaching their peak means I've dropped into a bit of a lull. It's not been pretty, and I write this through a haze of tears as my phone goes off every three seconds due to my dutiful best friend checking in. I'm not looking for sympathy or pity, just understanding. Bare with me, I'll be back to that mouthy little gobshite in no time, but right now I'm taking a few days away from Little Fickle and (probably) my twitter account.

I want to make this a positive space for you, and I'm sorry that this seems like a downer, but telling the truth seemed the only way to go - I hope to be back with another post on Wednesday, but realistically it might be later in the week than that. Thanks for sticking around guys.

Sammy xo.

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